Have I had to remind myself that however many times I gotten hurt, the next time I shall not fall to fast? Then again reading all these articles help, it proves that I'm still not that screwed up.
Well, this guy, we've been chatting for a month, and finally met up, it was a long await date. But all I remembered after that day was how cheap can this guy be? I'm not a gold digger, but at the same time I do see value in things but not the dollar in every thing. All this time, this guy only left this impression that everything is expensive, staying home/office is cheaper/free. Drinking outside, why not take it to my office? I have a bottle in the office, we just have to buy a mixer... Now seriously... That kind of suggestion for a first date? Hmmm... Made me feel that this issint a date and that guy certainly has treated me like some cheap hook up. I never know why I met him again the second time and the 3rd time was a total disaster...
So we were suppose to have the whole day, I wanted to connect and not just ending up having sex. But I have spent that whole day alone, thinking why did I put off my date with my girlfriends for movie for this guy who have apparently had a rough day at work before and had to sleep in till 3pm, when I waited since afternoon. And have hope that we can have brunch or lunch together, 4pm, 5pm, 5.30pm when he said he would meet, And I still waited... The more I wait the angrier I felt! I have wanted to leave, if only I had just leave, I would listen to the pleas that he is reaching, and that reaching took 30mins! Still we met, but I was believe me, not in my best mode. And who can I blame for that? And for heaven's sake I had to cool down by walking in the drizzling coldness rain, we sat and he started talking, how badly his situation was. What can I do but empathized? But I was still hell mad and I didnt wanna flare up, so I just kept quiet. I was in fact too quiet for his liking... When we had to find a place to drink, again he had to find the CHEAPEST place, where there is promotion and it's more worth. I kept so quiet that he got annoyed at me! Can guys be more dumb? Really... To actually say I'm acting like a child. Yes I am, maybe like a child. At least a child gets treated right. That's it! A few days of ignoring him, he actually turn the fingers and pointed it at me instead. I had to be the one to initiate chat? What am I suppose to reply to emticons of poking hands?? I had enough of this nonsense, as fast as I fell in, as fast as I fall out. He doesn't want to commit anyway. And thinking it throughly I would want to commit to a relationship with a immature guy. I'm glad he didnt want to commit so fast. I could have burn myself. Thank god for that moment.
http://elitedaily.com/dating/pain-falling-guy-kinda-likes/923946/
Well, this guy, we've been chatting for a month, and finally met up, it was a long await date. But all I remembered after that day was how cheap can this guy be? I'm not a gold digger, but at the same time I do see value in things but not the dollar in every thing. All this time, this guy only left this impression that everything is expensive, staying home/office is cheaper/free. Drinking outside, why not take it to my office? I have a bottle in the office, we just have to buy a mixer... Now seriously... That kind of suggestion for a first date? Hmmm... Made me feel that this issint a date and that guy certainly has treated me like some cheap hook up. I never know why I met him again the second time and the 3rd time was a total disaster...
So we were suppose to have the whole day, I wanted to connect and not just ending up having sex. But I have spent that whole day alone, thinking why did I put off my date with my girlfriends for movie for this guy who have apparently had a rough day at work before and had to sleep in till 3pm, when I waited since afternoon. And have hope that we can have brunch or lunch together, 4pm, 5pm, 5.30pm when he said he would meet, And I still waited... The more I wait the angrier I felt! I have wanted to leave, if only I had just leave, I would listen to the pleas that he is reaching, and that reaching took 30mins! Still we met, but I was believe me, not in my best mode. And who can I blame for that? And for heaven's sake I had to cool down by walking in the drizzling coldness rain, we sat and he started talking, how badly his situation was. What can I do but empathized? But I was still hell mad and I didnt wanna flare up, so I just kept quiet. I was in fact too quiet for his liking... When we had to find a place to drink, again he had to find the CHEAPEST place, where there is promotion and it's more worth. I kept so quiet that he got annoyed at me! Can guys be more dumb? Really... To actually say I'm acting like a child. Yes I am, maybe like a child. At least a child gets treated right. That's it! A few days of ignoring him, he actually turn the fingers and pointed it at me instead. I had to be the one to initiate chat? What am I suppose to reply to emticons of poking hands?? I had enough of this nonsense, as fast as I fell in, as fast as I fall out. He doesn't want to commit anyway. And thinking it throughly I would want to commit to a relationship with a immature guy. I'm glad he didnt want to commit so fast. I could have burn myself. Thank god for that moment.
http://elitedaily.com/dating/pain-falling-guy-kinda-likes/923946/
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